The name is Alyson, gay to the extreme. Nineteen, and living in Maryland. Tattoos are my life, and I love meeting new people.
Track: A Thousand Years
Artist: Christina Perri
Album: The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 1: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
Hi! Ha, I’m living. Hope you’re doing fine.
The ones you think care the most are the ones who care the less and hurt you the most.
I hate life. I hate all my doctors appointments and all the tests they’re doing to me. I hate feeling empty. I hate feeling unwanted. I hate feel unimportant, but most impotently I hate feeling not good enough. I’m tired, I’m tired of waking up and acting like I’m okay, or that anything is even okay anymore. I don’t want to do it anymore. I just want to sleep for the rest of eternity.
I get on a plane in a few hours and leave my long distance girlfriend. She’s laying on my chest right now sleeping. And I know in a little bit I’ll be bawling my eyes out, gasping for air because I’d do anything for moments like this
I miss you so bad. I just want you back.